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Name: BIZZONK Birthday: 12/30/1987 Gender: Female
Interests: ~MOST DEFINITELY JESUS! Learning more and more about my Lord and Savior and falling madly in love with Him~
I enjoy long walks on the beach especially when the sun is setting....lol....getting DECKED out for football games (oh....u know Im all Harrisoned out when football season comes around), Starbucks...mmmm....coffee...., BAMA {ROLL TIDE ROLL}, and singing in the shower
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Member Since:
6/9/2003
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| So Im takin a break with the computer....yup, that means everything! *AIM *Myspace *Xanga
God has been tuggin my heart lately about fasting the computer so now Im gonna stop puttin those walls in front of Him and Im gonna do what He says! If I spent just half the amount of time in God's word or just spending time with Him....woah! Who knows what would be happenin?
Theres this one song that really got me thinkin that I just had to stop what I was doin and pray....
Sorrow is a lonely feeling Unsettled is a painful place I've lived with both for far too long now Since we've parted ways I've been wrestling with my conscience And I found myself to blame If there's to be any resolution I've got to peel my pride away
(chorus) Just between you and me I've got somethin' to say Wanna get it straight Before the sun goes down Just between you and me Confession needs to be made Recompense is my way to freedom now Just between you and me I've got something to say
In my pursuit of God I thirst for holiness As I approach the Son I must consider this Offenses unresolved they'll keep me from the throne Before I go to him my wrong must be atoned (and after that Chorus)
Well, I dont know when Im gonna get back on the computer....but whenever God lets me know thats when I'll be back on. I love you guys and we can TOTALLY keep in touch!
~Display His Glory and Enjoy Him All Day~ | | |
| WOOOO! NO SCHOOL! Well, sorry I haven't updated in a while cuz i was in Mississippi for a golf tourny! Yea, I've never been to mississippi but it was fun....its really southern there but i liked it! I had a golf tourny there and I HACKED IT UP!
But yea, so I played my practice round and my dad was like, "Hey, Chelsea.....do ya wanna go to another PGA tourny? Its only a few minutes from the course." I was like, YEA! MAYBE I CAN SEE AARON BADDELEY! (Thats him....below) So we get to the tournament and NO ONE was there....seriously! I felt bad for all the pros. Well, I was like, "DAD, we need to see where Aaron's at!" And my dad was like, "uhhh, its 2 o'clock, he might be done! Oh wait, see he teed off at 11:49 so he should be making the turn." So we ran to the 10th hole and there he was! Wearing bright orange pants...hahaha....and I couldn't believe that he was RIGHT THERE! He was talking to his caddie and UGH....his voice....ITS SO HOT! yup, hes from australia! So he gets to the green (and he pars the hole) and he walks right by me to get to the next hole and I was trying to act cool but I dont think i looked like it! haha....and his caddie was like, "Hey, do ya want a ball?" And I was like, "yeaaa...." So he gave me one of Aaron Baddeley's golf balls! YEA!!! CAN YA BELIEVE IT??!?!?! Ahh...so I was watchin him and I saw this cute girl watchin the group. She had this PGA pass around her neck so I was thinkin, "oh, that has to be Aaron's wife!" Well, I wanted to say somethin to her but i didnt know what to say...well i did but i didnt wanna be lame...hahaha! I just got the courage and I walked up to her, and I said, "Ummmm, are you Aaron's wife?" (I KNEW IT WAS HER!) She smiled and was like, "Yea...." So then I said, "I cant believe Im talking to you!" And then I introduced myself and I told her how I know of Aaron..... {One day my friends, Whitney and Emily, told me, "You have to see this guy! He's so hot! He plays golf and he's Australian!" So I went to his website and HE LOVES JESUS! He has his testimony and devotionals on there too! YEA, so it was a great way to share Jesus with my friends! GO TO IT... www.badds.com ) Well, Richelle....oh thats Aaron's wife's name, she totally reminds me of Kate Hudson! She's so cute! UGH, I wish I had a picture of her...if ya go to badds website they have pictures on there....Well, she asked me if I played golf and if I wanted to play golf in college....and I told her that Im just kinda like UGH, and just frustrated with the whole college decision. She encouraged me and said, "Chelsea, it says in Philippians to "not worry about anything" and it sounds like really pursuing the Lord. He has plans for you...and He knows that ur following Him so He's gonna be like, BOOM, here ya go! Never underestimate Him." I was thinkin, "WOAH, Thanks God! Thats so encouraging!" Cuz I usually dont get like a "God Smack" or like any encouragement when Im at a tournament (cuz Im just thinkin about golf all the time...ya know?). She was such an encouragement! SO....I left to get Aaron's autograph and she gave my arm a squeeze and said, "Hey, e-mail us from the website cuz I would love to hear about your tournament and your decision about college....Im prayin for you about that!" UGH....isnt she so cute! Well, I GOT AARON's AUT OGRAPH on the same ball his caddie game me (GASP) and I told him that he had a great round today (he totally played well all cuz I watched him...haha) and I said good luck this weekend (cuz he made the cut! WOOO!) and I told him about how his website is awesome and its such a witnessing tool cuz I got to share Jesus to some of my close friends......and he said in a really hot australian accent, "Oh, thats great! Wow, thats such an encouragement! Thanks!" *Yea, I like melted......I couldn't believe I was talking face to face with AARON BADDELEY! AHHHHH!
So even though I HACKED IT AT MY TOURNY (I shot 86, 78....but the last day was good....I shot 43-35! Yea, and I eagled a hole and my dad was watchin! So Im glad that he got to see that!), I still met AARON BADDELEY and Im practically best friends with his wife! hehehe! (JUST LOOK AT THAT SWING....HES A GOLFER NOT A HACKER)
Philippians 4:6 (The Message) - Don't fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. This is definitely easier said than done....cuz sometimes I just wanna say, like UGH....why is this happening? God....r u kidding me??? But its all in God's will and nothing is better than Him so I gotta put all my trust in Him! I really think God wants our trust more than anything else and this verse has really been on my mind lately.... | | |
| So this halloween was probably the best i ever had....hahaha! Yea, although my costume just went bad (gosh, I looked stupid) but it was crazy! Gabe was a frog....yea, literally a frog! He wore the same costume when he was like 5! HAHA! And Brent was a tree....a tree....he had this wig with green "leaves" and a bird....it was hilarious! But first I got pumpkin guts all over me and then we ran door to door just so we could get a whole lot of candy....and we WON! So I guess all the running paid off....hehehe....o h well, it was crazy and a blast! Theres Brent in the back right of the picture and then there's Gabe with his red frog eyes...hahah!
~On Sunday I went to Judgment House and it was really cool! So many people got saved! Basically, its a walk through play of two people.... one is a Christian and the other is an unbeliever. A crisis happens and both people die and then go to judgement. One goes to Heaven and the other goes to Hell. Heaven was so cool.....When I was there tears were comin to my eyes and I was like, UGH....HEAVEN'S GONNA BE A BILLION TIMES BETTER THAN THIS! WOAH! I CANT WAIT! Just when they guy who played Jesus, came down and shook everyones hand saying, "Welcome Home" AHHH...it was amazing!
~Yea, so last nite was the David Crowder Concert.....kinda sad that I didnt go but OMGOODNESS....I heard that David Crowder's Pastor died from getting electrucuted during a baptism...So keep that family and that church in ur prayers!
~I've gone to the golf course the past 4 days....Im so proud of myself ....hahha, well, I have a tourny this weekend in Jackson, Mississippi! I've never been to MISSISSIPPI before so it'll be fun and Im kinda worryin about this tourny too! But I've been prayin about it a lot!
Well, I gotta get some hw done...UGH...SO READY FOR COLLEGE.....Ur hot! ~Chelsea | | |
| So today was basically AMAZING! hahaha, yea so I spent the nite at JILL's last nite! SOOOO MUCH FUN!!! Addy spent the nite too cuz we helped her move to her new appartment in ALPharetta! I couldn't believe I was seein her cuz I haven't seen her in so long! SHES SO HOT! Well, then Jill woke us up at like 8 in the mornin! AHHH! It was tough...and we started to move all of her stuff to the car. It took a while but I laughed a lot. Then Terry and Brett came over to Jill's pad (haha) to help us load everything into our cars....well, this guy from Jill's work came to help too and he's so nice! (he's totally married) but it was cool to meet one of her co-workers (hehehe!)!
So Jill has this huge, comfy comforter....and we had to put it in addy's car....well, we had so much of jill's stuff in addy's car that the only way we could fit the comforter was for me to hold it....now this comforter is HUGE! Yea, it was so funny cuz I was like engulfed by this comforter and addy could barely put the car in reverse cuz it was overflowing everywhere! HAHAHA, yea, we laughed so hard! So then, we get there and her appartment is SO NICE and I met her boss! He's really cool! BUT, Jill lives on the 3rd floor so we had to walk up 2 Flights of stairs to get to her room.....yea it was intense! And, I know Im gonna have BUFF legs from all the stair climbing and we didnt even complain once! Addy and I were proud.....hahaha!
So then, we went to Jill's office and its soooo cute! She works for this company called xcentric (it means Christ centered) and they do technical stuff for businesses....idk its confusing but ITS SO COOL! Most of her co-workers are Christians and her boss is a STUD of a Christian! SO THATS JUST AWESOME! And Im just so happy for Jill cuz she has a great job, a nice, new, and close to her work and church appartment, and shes just hot! hahaha! Then she took us out to lunch and we ATE A LOT! We went to this Texas barbeque place and I got fat cuz i ate so much! I just had so much fun with her and Im so blesse d to know her.....she's great!
~So the David Crowder Tour, 'A Collision', is on Halloween at UGA and I was gonna go but i cant.... Im really bummed! Cuz, Shane and Shane was gonna be there too! UGH, and the DCB is playin all their new stuff! Yup, Jacks gonna be disappointed in me....
~By the way...did any1 catch the UGA v. UF game? CUZ I DID!!! YEA....ITS GREAT TO BE A FLORIDA GATOR FAN! 14 - 10! WOOO! Now, BAMA is like #4!
~Yea, so I've just been pretty stressed about all this college stuff...UGH! I think I change my mind about where Im wanna go to about every 3 days....hahaha, yea, it goes from Kennesaw (hooty hoooo) to Alabama (Roll Tide Roll...by the way, we are now 8-0!) to Baylor (that would be AMAZING)....oh well! But I've heard this chapter a lot lately and I really think God is trying to remind me about something..... "Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me--watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly." -Matthew 11:28-30 (The Message) Im so stressed and just caught up in worldly gayness (AHHH, idk what to call it but ya know) right now, that I just need to find the real rest, the rest in Jesus.
I need some time with God and a mental vacation... | | |
| Ok, so Im still makin some changes to the layout....but for now, it will do! Yea, so yesterday I didnt have a lot of homework so I went to the back, then to the mall (oh, and I got a really cute top and jacket....Im gonna wear to school tomorrow! ), and then I went to Bible Study and UGH! IT WAS GOOD! We talked about having COMPASSION on people and it was intense! For instance, when you share the Gospel with someone you dont know u should be kind and show God's love with them cuz you might not ever see them again but sometimes it takes months if not years until God gives you the right time to share Him. I just thought that was pretty sweet!
~School is horrible! haha, yea, Im slackin and Im just not gettin it...oh well! And college is kinda stressin me out....but I want and need to go where ever God wants me to go....so I'm prayin about it a lot.. (: OH! Noah got a job at American Eagle! YAY!!! YEa, he gets 40% off! CAN YA BELIEVE IT?!?!?!? FCA is tomorrow....Im excited about that! hehehe....
~So I get home from Bible Study and Im like YESSS, I have practically no homework so Im gonna get to bed early! Well, I went to my friends xanga and he had the latest 722 on his site.....so I was like, umm, Im just gonna watch the worship (cuz the worship is AMAZING) and then I'll do my homework....well, the lesson that nite was about pornography (and I was kinda weirded out about that....cuz I was thinkin...."huh, at church? idk...") and these two pastors made a site called xxxchurch.com, and I've heard about it, so I watched it. I stayed up til midnight watching it cuz just their story was crazy! This site has Bible Studies and it has a software that u can download where when ur online if ya open anything or go anywhere "shady" then it will send e-mails to two of your accountability partners. One of the guys who made that site, downloaded that software and the 2 accountability partners are his wife and his best friend. The 2 Pastors go to porn conventions and set up a table there....they have a big sign saying "#1 Christian Porn Site" and people ask, Why are ya doing this? R u crazy? And they respond, "No, we believe that there is something better than porn. A hope to go to heaven, a relationship with God." Go to www.722.org/video and click on the series PURE to watch it.....its really good but at the same time I think its sad cuz so many people struggle with this obsession. I mean, its all over the web....but I am thankful for God making a movement in that industry....I'll most definitely be prayin about that.
See the blaze that burns in me when i see You and You look at me O Lord On You I meditate and as I think my soul it faints for You
You are my drink, You are my feast You are my love, my souls own King
Your body and Your blood and I remember You upon the cross you hung and I remember You
Kristian---->"I think its great to sing this song cuz it says You are my drink, You are my feast, You are my love, my soul's own King. I think its good for us to say that sometimes. I know for me a lot of times I just get heavy and I get burdened. I get weighed down by things like, fashion, cell phones, tv, school, just stuff that doesnt matter. In Matthew 11 Jesus says "come to me all you who are weary and need rest, my burden is light" and he doesnt say come to hollywood, come to your boyfriend, He says come to me, He doesn't even say come to church, He says, come to me, Jesus. Thats And I think its great to say, You are my feast, my drink, my love....You're what Im goin after forever! Im leaving everything behind, Im casting the world aside, and Im goin after You tonite and the rest of my life."
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